Showing posts with label Devastated. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Devastated. Show all posts

Sunday, July 06, 2008

New Template + Nightmare

It's hard for me to find a new template for my blog, but I think I'll settle for this one for some time. I'd love to change the font of my post titles, but I don't know how to do it. I tried it by tweaking the font and colours settings, but nothing happened. :-(((( I'll go ask around later on as I don't have much time yet.

Anyway, the other night I had a NIGHTMARE!!! It's so scary, you know?

In the dream, I was waiting for R2 at the airport in Jakarta. He was supposed to come for our wedding day. I was there with my Mom (at least) and we were waiting for a LONG time. The plane still hadn't landed yet, even though it was WAY past schedule.

For some reason, even though I couldn't see my relatives there, I knew they were thinking, "Oh, I bet he stood you up!"

With all my heart and soul, I KNEW he couldn't have done such a thing, so I was getting more and more worried. After a while, I couldn't wait any longer, so I asked one of the airport employees about the plane. She said in a grave tone of voice that the plane had crashed around the Alps. (Yeah, beats me!!! It was after all a dream!)

I felt DEVASTATED!!! I just couldn't believe my ears. The woman said that R2 had probably died, but I refused to believe it. I wanted to search for him on my own since there was still a chance that he might still be alive. Even so, I could feel my whole world collapsing around me and it was one of the worst feelings ever.

You can imagine how GLAD I felt when I woke up and realized that he was still sleeping soundly right next to me HE HE HE HE HE HE HE...Phew!!!

Anyway, Monday's my last training day and then I still have 3 last days at the course with the last teacher. We'll talk about the training and other stuff. Only after that I have more time to blog-hop.

How've your weekend been, I wonder? I hope all is well and that everybody's enjoying their time and you're all healthy. ;-D