Sunday, July 06, 2008

New Template + Nightmare

It's hard for me to find a new template for my blog, but I think I'll settle for this one for some time. I'd love to change the font of my post titles, but I don't know how to do it. I tried it by tweaking the font and colours settings, but nothing happened. :-(((( I'll go ask around later on as I don't have much time yet.

Anyway, the other night I had a NIGHTMARE!!! It's so scary, you know?

In the dream, I was waiting for R2 at the airport in Jakarta. He was supposed to come for our wedding day. I was there with my Mom (at least) and we were waiting for a LONG time. The plane still hadn't landed yet, even though it was WAY past schedule.

For some reason, even though I couldn't see my relatives there, I knew they were thinking, "Oh, I bet he stood you up!"

With all my heart and soul, I KNEW he couldn't have done such a thing, so I was getting more and more worried. After a while, I couldn't wait any longer, so I asked one of the airport employees about the plane. She said in a grave tone of voice that the plane had crashed around the Alps. (Yeah, beats me!!! It was after all a dream!)

I felt DEVASTATED!!! I just couldn't believe my ears. The woman said that R2 had probably died, but I refused to believe it. I wanted to search for him on my own since there was still a chance that he might still be alive. Even so, I could feel my whole world collapsing around me and it was one of the worst feelings ever.

You can imagine how GLAD I felt when I woke up and realized that he was still sleeping soundly right next to me HE HE HE HE HE HE HE...Phew!!!

Anyway, Monday's my last training day and then I still have 3 last days at the course with the last teacher. We'll talk about the training and other stuff. Only after that I have more time to blog-hop.

How've your weekend been, I wonder? I hope all is well and that everybody's enjoying their time and you're all healthy. ;-D


  1. How did you do up this new template? It looks so cool! Way to go!!

  2. Hi, I just wanted to say that as soon as I found your blog, I was in love with it. The way you think is simply beautiful and the way you're putting it into words is breathtaking. You're a real inspiration. I've only managed to read your posts from May 2007 so far, because I like starting from the beginning, but I'm hooked already. Thank you for always including a ray of light in your words!

    I meant to use the shoutbox but there simply wasn't enough room for writing all this in there :)

  3. WaterLearner: GLAD you liked it! It took me weeks before I finally decided on using this one ha ha ha...It's SO hard to choose! ;-D

    Bitter Chocolate: THANK YOU SO MUCH for your kind words. :-))))) I'm pleased that you've enjoyed my blog. I sure hope I can always spread a ray of light in my posts. ;-D Now my turn to visit you he he he...

  4. Hi Amel;

    Its good to see you are doing well amidst nightmares at sleep and in giving your blog a make over…the new “look” has lots of potential…

    Take care….


  5. VERY NICE TEMPLATE AMEL!! I love it! Congrats for all this effort!

    Mimpi buruk ttg R2 katanya sih R2 bakal panjang umur kok.. heheheh.. no worries ok? *wink*

  6. I agree with Trinity. Heard about that, but in a different version that the person is well and healthy. :) Again, love this template. :)

  7. Jeanne: Glad you liked it! ;-D

    LS: Yeah, I still want to do some things with this template, but I haven't had time yet he he...THANKS for your comment and visit! ;-D

    Trinity: Glad you liked this template! ;-D Really? R2 will have a long life? I hope so HE HE HE HE HE HE HE...

    Choc Mint Girl: Interestingggg!!! So he's gonna have a long life and be healthy HA HA HA HA HA...Glad you also liked this template. ;-D

  8. Nice layout Amel! Well done!

  9. Nice layout Amel! Well done!

  10. LJ: THANKS! Glad you liked it! ;-D